Cigarette Count: 15-18
Stress Level (1-10): ~7
Well, it's Sunday, and I finally removed one of the major stressors from my life: an ex! After a very charming and wonderful conversation and blocking him, I feel a huge weight lifted from my shoulders! That conversation was aggravating, but I figured it would be good to share:
[6:13:25 PM] JB: there is nothing good anymore paige
[6:14:57 PM] Paige Marie: Yes there is, you're just choosing not to see the good in anything.
[6:15:36 PM] JB: because its not worth seeing the good
[6:18:28 PM] Paige Marie: You know what? I can't keep going in circles with you about this. I'm sorry that you're hurt, but you need to grow up and move on. I'm sorry life sucks, but you need to look for the good in things, and since you're not willing to accept mine or Rory's help, then you need to do it on your own.
[6:23:43 PM] Paige Marie: Rory still wants to be in your life in a way, but you need to stop looking at him like he's the bad guy and you need to stop pushing him away. You pushed me over the edge to the point that I feel like I can't be friends with you, and I really don't have anything else to say except stop involving others and pick yourself up and move on.
Goodbye Jared.
[6:24:15 PM] JB: goodbye paige
[6:24:21 PM] JB: and rory can fuck off aswell
[6:24:53 PM] Paige Marie: Way to be an adult about it.
[6:25:05 PM] JB: i never was mature
[6:25:10 PM] JB: according to you
[6:25:13 PM] JB: may as well act it
[6:26:51 PM] Paige Marie: C'est la vie
[6:27:27 PM] JB: also
[6:27:32 PM] JB: no matter what either of you say
[6:27:47 PM] JB: something was going on between you two
[6:27:53 PM] JB: i dont believe that it "just happened"
[6:28:47 PM] Paige Marie: You know what? I should have started dating him back in January, but I had hollow hopes that maybe you and I could work out, but like I said... C'EST LA VIE
[6:29:18 PM] JB: well you never talked about what was wrong
[6:29:21 PM] JB: so your fault
[6:29:26 PM] JB: cya later bitch
[6:29:37 PM] Paige Marie: Au revoir
[6:29:51 PM] Paige Marie: :)
After petty messaging and shallow rumors, I can put this part of my life in the past and move on to bigger and better things.
Daily Advice: Don't let the past cause you to light up. Just sit back, surround yourself with the ones you love and maybe learn a little French!
